Was it worth it?
When I think about the last two years I try to tell myself about the good times, but to be honest the majority of the times were a complete nightmare. Never before have I been so completely aware of how a person felt about me. Never before have I had to fight so hard to receive so very little in return.
I haven’t been able to blog in a long time. I haven’t had anything nice to say. I haven’t felt like I was part of the world anymore. Nothing was more obvious than the fact that my opinion was unnecessary.
I feel sad that all of the beauty that was captured could have just as easily been shared in a one night stand.
Meg says I need to get my groove back. To be honest, I don’t even know if I want it back.